Ranting

Have a good Memorial Day, such as it is, with the stupid warmongering liar ruining everything. It's still a holiday at least. I forgot to post, I did have my hysterectomy, and they removed my organs to do a biopsy on them. The pathologist initially says there's no cancer, but I have a followup appointment to confirm the results with my doctor.

Currently I have family staying with me during my recovery, and I let them do a lot of stuff as guests that I would normally be upset about. I think I'm being as easy going as possible, but they lecture me like, "You don't need to get upset, when things don't go your way." I'm just trying to use a stupid hand dryer which isn't working the first 3 times I try, and she acts like she's helping me, telling me how to use it. Uh, can I just say factually that it's not working at the moment? That there's a glitch, like often happens with machines? At home, when I throw away half an onion that she just left sitting on the counter all night--never wrapped or put away--and tons more onions available, I'm a food waster. In the car, I disagree with the wrong directions from the stupid Google Maps, and my sister tells me, "Calm down," but she's free to swear "Jesus Christ!" at other drivers.

We decide to have lunch at a restaurant. I say, "I don't care. Whatever's closest." She lists five or six restaurants, but I have already said, "I don't care." Then she says "Jason's Deli." So I say "Jason's Deli," but she says "I hate that place. I don't want to go there." Then why did you list it as an option? Then she asks me, "Anywhere else you want to go?" But I already told you, "I don't care." The one thing I did care about, you fucking didn't mean as a real option. Pick one then, and stop asking me, if you don't fucking care about my opinion. Ugh. Then she orders a meal to share and doesn't eat much or drink, despite ordering a refill. She's on her phone instead, and I think I have to eat everything. Ugh.